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| "And I said what about Breakfast At Tiffany's. She said I think I remember the film and as I recall I think we both kinda liked it and I said well that's one thing we've got."
A little birdy told me it's time for an update. But really there's not much to say. School is out in two and a half weeks. (finallyyyy.) I'm so tired of doing the same old thing and having the same old schedule. Waking up for school, getting ready, going to class, starting every single day off with a good hour and a half of fun algebra II. I'm ready for it to be over. Only one more year. I'm ready for the summer time. I'm ready to be able to plan things with friends and not worry about getting homework done or getting home in time for enough sleep. I'm ready to stay up really late and wake up when I feel like it. I'm ready for a tan and for the beach...or at least a pool. I'm ready for watermelon... Mmm. (that sounds so good right now.) I'm ready to start my job and make my own money. I'm ready to buy my own car. (I need to go car shopping.) I'm ready for sleepovers and cute summer clothes. (need to get the body for that one first.) tehe.
Ok I know how annoying it is to hear girls talk about how fat they are and blah blah blah when in reality they weight like 110. Now I'm not saying I'm fat but I have gained quite a bit of weight the past month or two. I used to be a health freak and the other day I went to walmart and bought a pack of Snickers, Twix, Reese's, Cookie Dough Bites, oh and gum because I have to keep my teeth clean. Aaand a pack of Pringles. Is that not crazy. And to beat it all I ate pretty much all of it before the night was over. I want to run but I have no inspiration. Maybe I'll make it a goal to start the first day of summer. That would get me ready for cross country. I'm making it a good year this year. Going out strong. (even if coach wynn is still the coach)
Well I'm done. peace out!
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| It's been a while. Actually, saying it's been a while is probably an under-statement. I converted to myspace but now I'm back. I'm done with myspace. I'm bringing xanga back!
I look back on a lot of my entries and I realize how hard I made things and life back then. Maybe I didn't write it in a public viewed entry but my private ones just reminded me of how I was back then. About two or even a year ago if you would have told me that this is where I would be in life, I would have never believed you. I enjoy life now. To the fullest. I love my friends. I like my boyfriend. (yep that's right) It's so weird that me and him are together. I mean i love it, don't get me wrong. He is so great. He is such a great friend and I love being around him. He's so silly. But I would have never guessed that God would have placed him in my life. Jeremy you're great. (Thank you Jesus!) And my friends. I love my friends. But once again I would have never guessed that God would have placed them in my life. (Thank you again Jesus!) They are great in so many ways. I love being around them. They've actually become like my family. We're always together. Hilary, Mary, Garret (sp?), Laura...you're all so great. Thank you for being there for me through good times and bad. Especially you Hilary. I'm not sure how I could make it through this semester without you. I'm going to need you for a long time.
I have a job for the summer time! I'm so excited. I'll be babysitting 3 10 yr. olds. Josh, Maggie, and Morgan. Their house is amazing. It's so huge. They have an actual theater and an in ground pool. I can't wait. Plus I get paid $225 a week so If I save $200 each week then by the end of the summer I will have enough money to buy a decent, drivable car.
Well now that I have jabbered about my friends and a little bit of my summer I'm out.
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Devan
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| "But you can't jump the tracks, we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hour glass glues to the table. No one can find the rewind button girl so craddle your head in your hands and breathe just breathe"
man it has been a loooong time since my last update. here's what has been going on.
We just moved houses and I got a new baby sister today at 4:03 pm. her name is Katlyn Grace and she's beautiful. She has a head full of dark brown CURLY hair. she will be coming home monday andi can't wait. i got to watch come into the world. it was definetly weird but cool at the same time. something i'll never forget. lol.
show choir is going great. we have a spring concert coming up in about 3-5 weeks and a competition at six flags april 27. so right now everyday in 1st block we dance and sing for an hour and half straight and this week the junoirs are testing so we'll be dancing and singing for 3 hours straight. (sweet.)
umm.....ok bye. peace.
devan
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| "Baby's black balloon makes her fly I almost fell into that hole in your life And you're not thinking 'bout tomorrow Cuz you were the same as me But on your knees. A thousand other boys could never reach you How could I have been the one? I saw the world spin beneath you And scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb" goo goo dolls- black balloon
ahhhh track began for me today. it's wornderful. i can feel my muscles aching already. isnt that great. lol. ok come on i'm trying to be optimistic here. although i may be in horrible pain right now i know in the long run i will turn out to look just dazling. lol. or so i hope.
something hit me yesterday during 4 th block (biology) and after i realized it......i fell asleep. hahaha. ok anyways i was just thinking.. why do we have to learn all this biology stuff about polymers and monomers and amoni acids and all this crazy stuff when we don't need it for life unless we plan on being a scientist or something along those lines. we don't need it to succeed in life so whats the point after this semester its all gonna be forgotten. i mean come on if you ask any great successfull man how he got where he was (successful) i doubt his answer will ever be "oh, well it was that great insightful knowledge that i learned in biology about polymers and monomers." honestly people this is crazziness. lol but of course i'm going to listen to her teaching and pass the class. i just feel like complaining about it to someone.....anyone.
i have slowly stopped making hemp necklaces and that makes me sad. i just never make any for me because i never switch out the ones i have on and i just used to make them forother people but i havent done that in a while. i think thats what i shall do tonight. ooh big fun.
random fact: tonight for dinner my dad is making panacakes....choclate chip and plain. yummmy. oh and some egss.
Baby update: ok as most know or maybe not my step is pregnant. she is in her 7th month and the baby is supposed to be due in about 13 weeks on April 24. it is a girl and her name is Katlyn Grace (aka: little gracie, or kati grace) i am so excited. the first time i felt her kick was amazing. it's weird to think that there is a human being living in my step moms stomach. the miracle of life. i will be in the delivery room when she is being born. i'm sure what to think about that but for now i'm really excited.
ok thats it for now. i hope everyone had a great day and sorry if it was a bore reading my post tonight. not much has been going on. peace.
the one and only
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| "There's Veronica She's biting her lip As she watches the waves turn white at the tip And there's Vada Radiating with joy And luckily she still can't stand the sight of a boy And lastly there's Dade His hair dances in the wind And he's wondering what love is And why it has to end."- The Spill Canvas-The Tide
well life has thrown me major hard balls lately. in a way i'm happy about it but then again i hate having to make choices that are hard. i'm a very indecisive (sp?) person.
as everyone who really knows me then they know one of my fears is singing by myself in front of people...i have major stage fright. well today i got picked to sing a solo for one of our upcoming show choir performances. i am so nervous. i didnt choose to sing the solo. mr. moore chose me which made it hard to get out of so looks i will be singing in our 1st performance.
school is going great. i love my classes and my teachers and the fact that i have none of my friends in my class it has forced me to get out there and make some new friends. making new friends is always fun though so having none of my friends in a class with me isn't so bad.
track starts thursday. yipee. i need something to occupy my time after school. lately i have been coming home and munching on food and watching t.v. i hate doing that....i feel so useless. blah
i just finished reading "message in a bottle" by nicholas sparks. it was a great book and it made me cry (of course) but it didn't end the way i expected it to at all. i suggest to anyone who likes to read....it's a great book. i checked out the notebook today at the library. i have read it before but it has been a while and i felt like reading it again. i think is one of my favorite books..and movie.
well i am going to get going. i hope everyone had a fabulous day. much love from me. peace.
the one and only
devan
p.s. i got my haired done today. i hope everyone likes....and if you don't then....oh well.....i like it and well frankly (sp?) thats all that matters.
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